Gara – gara baca tweetnya mas Andi Gunawan: “@NDIGUN: I owe myself a happiness. I’ll pay it. I know I will.”, jadi kepikiran tentang kebahagiaan diri sendiri.
I think i owe myself a happiness too. No, it’s not like i feel the lack of gratitude. I know that i’m so blessed. I have a good family (even sometimes we’re fighting, but i do love them no matter happens), great friends, nice boyfriend (?). Oh, let’s forget the last person i’ve mentioned.
I’m surrounding by a lot of love and i should be very happy. But the fact is i’m not so happy. It’s hard to explain. But, i forgot the last time i sleep tight, have a nice dream, and wake up with a very nice feeling. It feels like years i didn’t sleep well.
That’s why i owe myself a happiness. Not just a single, but many happiness if possible. Yea, i think i’ll pay it. I know i can. I should, no, i must…